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17 June 2008
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don't you feel stupid? to think about someone and then get hurt knowing you're not really prominent and important? and what's worst is to already go through it and still be "brave" and go through it again. stupidity runs in your blood, it seems.i am fucking pissed with myself. am just back from shopping/short holiday trip in kl. and i wished i didnt come back. even told mom that i felt homesick, i wanted to be on the same land as you. fat hope like a fat pig. why do i bother? thank heavens i had fun for the past 3 days in kl, seeing stupid people fight on the streets, outside clubs, and screaming. getting drenched in the rain, buying tons of food to gobble down in hotel rooms, buying dunkin donuts till i got sick of it, laughing my ass of at my brother for being a fool, screaming at my younger brother for messing up the toilet, getting pissed off at malaysia public phones for being stupid, getting amazed by cheap things in msia - it was all amazing. watching duyung in the hotel room, ayat-ayat cinta in the car. i love every minute of it. walked in the same metrojaya we kiddos went to during our sch trip to kl. buying the same icecream we all bought during our night trip to the mall, walked down the aisle of the mall and recalled the dumb moments whr we kept laughing and the salegirls reluctantly bowing down to us kiddos. amazing memories. met an incredibly cute ass guy at petaling street - i swear he's singaporean. damn i wish i'll bump into him here. it'll be awesome. though i wish, if i knew of what i would feel, i would have stayed much much longer. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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